I understood what he was saying. I totally empathized with him. He subsequently got a renal transplant in Singapore.
Despite suffering day after day, session after session, thousands of people undergo dialysis. Why? To continue living. Most people have a host of side effects of kidney disease. This makes life all the more difficult. Add to this, other problems which healthy people also face - that of their family, their jobs, their finances. Keeping all this in mind, I often wonder, why do we go on?
Is it really a desire to live this kind of a life? Or is it a fear of the unknown called death? Nobody knows what death is like. Nobody knows for sure what comes after. This can be extremely unsettling. Could death be worse than the life we are currently leading? What if it really is? Are we better off now?